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- 10 years later... it’s about that time.
When I was 16 years old I thought I was grown and went to a party that my “friends” were throwing. We were young and there was “punch” (meaning they didn’t know what they were mixing) I drank some and immediately felt sick so I locked myself in the downstairs room and passed out.
It was my “friends” house so he came to check on me and i liked him so I felt safe... but I hadn’t ever drank before so I kept fading in and out of consciousness— and whenever I came to—he was there, on top of me. .
It seemed like it was only 15 seconds because I don’t remember anything but somehow it also felt like an eternity and it was the first time I’d ever drank so after I made it home... I never mentioned it. .
A few months later I was a senior and in high school and couldn’t for the life of me get through the day without falling asleep, being cranky, and throwing up from the slightest smells... and mama knows best. . “Are you PREGNANT?” (I swear that’s always my moms first question no matter what my symptoms are runny nose, cut on my hand, whatever 😂🤦🏽♀️)
So I took a test and well... I was. Now I valued life but I was a child and I couldn’t help but think WHAT THE HECK am I supposed to do with a kid. I felt like I’d never get out of my neighborhood, how the heck did this happen, and then I remembered...
So at 16 years old I had 😔 an ABORTION.
I can’t lie back then I was so young that I didn’t think much of it. But I promised my mom that I would be careful and wise until I was “ready” to be responsible and for a time where my family would be proud and not 😔embarrassed.
10 years later at 26 I am pregnant for the first time since I was 16. .
Now this wasn’t planned either but I vowed that the NEXT time was sacred so... world... .
A warm welcome to mamas little bean!!! ☺️🥰☺️🥰😚☺️🥰
4 hours ago
- Mum found this photo of me, look how teeny I was! 🥺😍 Also, hello 👋🏼 to all my new followers, thank you for the love 💕 and following my journey 🐶🥰 #littlebean #socute
14 hours ago
- Planting clovers☘️🍀 on this yucky winter❄️ morning
17 hours ago