Latest #arianator Posts
- so there’s gonna be two album covers?
ariana via insta story!
49 seconds ago
- play with your mind for no reason
I know you love how I tease it 🖤
3 minutes ago
- i tried doing blue eyes and a tanned faced and i failed sksk @kenzie @kenzie
7 minutes ago
- depression and anxiety freaking suck. I feel alone I’m desperate for someone to talk to about things. It feels like nobody cares about me and just leave me there to cry. I don’t know who’s real anymore. I’ve heard things people were saying bad stuff about me on text and shit behind my back and now I can never think of them the same again. A friend saying mean things? That’s not a friend. I’m lost af. Am I a ghost? Do I exist? I have so many questions. ugh depressed thoughts, tears, numbness, sadness, hurt heart, negative thinking, tiredness, feeling miserable, slacking, failing classes, fear, anxiousness, coldness, loneliness, feeling left behind, betrayal, attention. Idk anymore. It feels like I should just leave. I’ve been crying for hours. I can’t even talk to my father about my depression because he would get mad. My mom already thinks there’s something wrong with me. Wow mom, you couldn’t tell? I need an escape. I am joining the swim team hopefully starting Monday. I know it’s mid season but still I wanna get involved and swim my problems away. My old self swam her problems away. So the old self should maybe stop by for a bit. That would be nice. It would be nice if I had at least a couple people who support me and ask if I’m okay and what’s wrong. I hate being depressed. Okay I help others out with their problems and I try making me feel better but they leave me right after. Just making others smile, laugh and stuff makes me happy. I’m here to make other people feel good and feeling like they should live and make them happy. If they do the same for me, that’s 10 times better. But in my case rn, not really. I just feel alone. Going through family shit, friend shit, self shit, and school shit. Midterms are coming up very very soon and I haven’t started studying. I’m fucked. I’m not smart. Look friends, I’m sorry that I’m annoying, I love Ariana grande, I like being around y’all. Sorry I’m not good enough ig. Idk if any of y’all will see this but I care so much about others more than myself and it hurts so bad. It would be nice if any of my friends who see this text me or somethin. I’m sad af. I just want love. Giving love is amazing. (This is part one)😔🖤💭
10 minutes ago
- last time I posted this it got deleted lol but it’s whatever BTW NEEDY IS SO GOOD LIKE THE LYRICS + THE INSTRUMENTAL IS GOLD✨ TOGETHER
10 minutes ago
- posty w/ a fan🙌🙌
12 minutes ago